Thursday, December 16, 2004
Williams didn't want pot use made public
NEW YORK -- Ricky Williams insists the Miami Dolphins'
dismal season isn't his fault.
"That's their problem ... It's not my problem anymore,"
Williams told "60 Minutes" in an interview to air Sunday on CBS.
"I played as hard as I could whenever I put that uniform on, but
I'm not doing that anymore, you know? I moved on."
The Dolphins are 2-11 this season. Williams, 27, stunned his
team by retiring shortly before Miami opened training camp in July.
"I didn't know ahead of time or I would have given them a
clue," he said.
Williams said a third failed drug test made him retire because
he was "scared to death" that people would find out he smoked
"The thing I had the most trouble with was that after you fail
your third test, then it becomes public knowledge," said Williams
in the interview, parts of which will also be shown on CBS' Sunday
pregame show "The NFL Today." "That's one thing I couldn't deal
with at the time -- people knowing that I smoke marijuana. That was
my biggest fear in my whole entire life."
The Dolphins filed a lawsuit in federal court against the
running back, seeking the $8.6 million an arbitrator ruled he owes
the team for breaching his contract. Williams is fighting the
He gave up the $5 million he would have earned this season,
which would have been his sixth in the NFL. He is now enrolled in a
17-month course at the California College of Ayurveda in Grass
Valley, Calif., studying holistic medicine.
"To a lot of people, I look very foolish in what I am doing and
I understand that," Williams said. "(It doesn't bother me)
because the only thing that matters is how I feel, and if I let
what they feel affect me, then it changes how I feel."